Well.

I woke up and felt sick but I can tell I'm getting better. I still went to the mall though and the movies with my friends. I bought a new purse, finally my first actual purse lol. But anyways, I was wish Kristal and Savitha for like 15 minutes. And we saw the hottest Brazilian. Haha, we would. Then we met up with the guys at the mall. I felt kind of bad that we didn't invite Selys... the guys don't really like her. They didn't invite Erin either. Erin used to be my best friend but I don't like her at all anymore. She's changed. I've changed.
Then I got new friends...
So we went to the movies, the movie was wicked funny. Adam was a douche the whole time lol. He laughed at parts that weren't even funny. There were old ladies in front of us telling us to shush because we were so loud. And then two of my friends Shushed back at them. Admittedly it was disrespectful... Most of my friends are really immature... But I'm not one to talk, especially lately.
My friend are doing drivers ed this summer. Thank God, I can go out more lol.
Next year I'm really going try in school... I need a good GPA to get into UMI.
I really screwed up this year.
Savitha and I really screwed up, we both chose social life before academics. 9th grade is really good I don't know what happened 10th grade. I mean I was going out with friends on Wednesday's instead of studying...
I realize now, I only have two years of school left.
In two year no one is going to care where I went or who I was friends with.
But education is for a lifetime. One day, I swear to myself, one day I'll be somebody. Someday I'm going to help people.
This isn't related but once I read... that a guy who was one of the popular ones in school ended up working in McDonalds for years lol.
One day I'll publish a book. :]
But I absolutely know I won't be in any relationship for the next year. Its too much of a distraction for me. When I always get to know someone I push them away, I think I've said this before. But yeah. And right now honestly I'm confused about 3 people. Which is immature of me. So obviously I'm unstable Lol. So I decided I wont do anything about any of them. It's not fair on both parts. I'm going to be like the girl Estella in Great Expectations who has 'no feelings,' Lol hehehe. Giancarlo told me, that the difference between boys and girls is that girls have feelings. Which is so true lol.