Ok well, lately I´ve been talking to this guy a lot from school. Like I mean we´re friends but I never thought like I´d start to like him. He´s the funniest person I´ve ever known too. lol. But I dont even know, I´m so confuzed because there´s this other guy too. I used to think ifyou felt butterflies then that meant you like him!?!?!?! But I don´t even know because I don´t feel butterflies for either one. So I think I actually don´t like anyone??? I´m so confuzed. I´m always confuzed. In general I always know what I want, if I dont care then I say it. But when it comes to relationships it gets so complicated for me. I´ve never been in a relationship because I never even give anyone a chance. I dont know why I´m like this. Well I do, honestly it just I anazlye the relationship. Then I already know, that it won´t work, why even try something that won´t work. It saves heatbreak. You know what? I think I just solved my own problem. I´m not ready for a relationship, funny how I´m almost 17. Deep down I wan´t a good relationship with a commitment. Not something meaningless with high school relationships. So I guess, to put in general, I´d rather have no commitment relationship at all right now. Just date, see how it goes for fun. It shouldn´t be like that though. You know, I used to think that nobody took me seriously. But now I know that its me. I dont take anyone seriously. It all just a joke.